Dear Santa
This may be a pipe dream and maybe I'm away with the faeries with my biggest wish for my perfect Christmas but I will describe it anyway ...
Imagine Christmas morning, my parents have stayed over in my room and I have slept on the sofa, my Mum wakes me with a lovely cup of tea, as she is always the first one up. My little girl is still fast asleep as she is not a morning person, even though it is Christmas morning!
I wake with a feeling it is going to be a wonderful day with some lovely surprises.
As every one finally gets up and we have opened some of our presents, taking photos of Hayleys joy with her new gifts
As I begin to prepare our wonderful Christmas dinner, the phone rings... it is Hayleys Daddy, Andy, whom I split with 4yrs ago, he is picking her up to stay with him for the rest of Christmas week and I was not expecting a call from him. ?
'He says he wants to meet me after dinner, before he collects Hayley!'
I now have butterflies in my tummy as he wouldn't say why and so now I have to go through the next few hours wondering!
Well as I am a student of 'Positive Thinking' I shall stay cheerful and just take it in my stride not coming to any conclusions of good or bad, but knowing it is something for my greater good :-)
Makes it a challenge as I still have an enormous love for this man and have always dreamt of us being together again as a family....
So Santa this is my wish for my perfect Christmas Day that what Andy says to me is.....
'I am moving up to be near you all and I wish us to start seeing each other again as a couple, to get to REALLY know each other properly, as we didn't before. Because I still love you and never stopped loving you' 'What do you say?'
As I hear the words I've longed to hear for 4 years!
I say 'YES, YES, YES!'
I believe and will never stop believing in true love or Christmas Angels :-)
"Merry Christmas! This post is my entry into the Tots100/Argos 12 Days of Christmas competition.“
